Chapter 3
ACCEPTANCE
Dushanbe One Way
2019
Trespass the boundaries of ordinary thought,
Tear down the stockades of illusion
That you’ve erected to protect yourself
From pain and disappointment at all costs.
The choice was always yours to make, between
The numbing comfort and the pull of roads.
The journey of the mind and soul takes nerve.
So tame, you choose to stay in chains, again.
You run in circles, pace inside your cage. Oh,
What stories you could tell through grinding teeth.
Something is missing. You suddenly stop.
A void, abyss
Inside your chest
Rips open.
Your heart falls in slow motion, coldly
It brushes everything in its descent.
The void grows larger, hungry, greedy,
Spreading like cancer, showing no pity,
Corrupting, numbing all that’s in its way
It trades in your colors for silence.
Then, just allow it to consume you once.
Give up. Give in. Stay still, don’t run
Let in, don’t flinch, take breath.
It’s dark and cold in outer space
But if you float without fear,
Transforms into a sweet embrace.
Bah! This rollercoaster is old news.
The world is crap, but hope still blooms.
Your spine is steel again.
Trust to be Okay in the Universe
The Flow
A4
The Tao
9’’ x 14’’
Inside the Wind
8 cm x 20 cm
Veins of Life
8 cm x 20 cm
Pen, brush, charcoal
A4
Pen, ink
9’’ x 14’’
Tea & pen
8 cm x 20 cm
Seeing the light and creating it
Redmi Note 7, 2020
Light editing by author
Text
“Home Studio”
Oil, acrylic, gold leaf, canvas
Various sizes, 2021-2022
Paragraph about painting what I felt in colors and rhythm, experiments and process-based
Sketches & studies
Breath of being
A4
Acceptance of Shadow
9’’ x 14’’
The Path is infinite and undefinable
8 cm x 20 cm